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I am just all over the place when I'm half-asleep! Stolen from a friend.
1. Last hug: Mom, this morning. (Probably be yesterday by the time I finish this.)
2. Last phone call: Grandfather, a short while ago.
3. Last text message: Oh fudgecake, I don't remember... Deacon's, methinks.
4. Last song you heard: "Let it Grow" - The Lorax *EDIT* WAIT! I lied! I think it was something else... my sister was listening to it, and I walked by... can't remember what it WAS!
5. Last time you cried: Oh, this afternoon! Okay, so it wasn't a serious OMGYAWDIHATEMYSELFISHOULDDIE kind of cry, but I was reading a really good book... and it was so beautiful... It was poetry. Perfection! TwT Me love, me mui gusta.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Yeah; day after day? If you only go on one date, sheesh, you must really dislike that other person/he or she or any variation(s) thereupon must have been pretty lousy!
7. Been cheated on: Nope. Well, I might have been, in 3rd grade, but it's not like we actually knew what we were doing. XD It was comical, really. We gave each other rubber fish (I think I gave him a fake coin--like play money that came with toy cash registers). That signified the deep and ever-encompassing bond we shared.
8. Kissed someone and regretted it: Nope.
9. Lost someone special: Yeah. He's not even directly related to me or anything; but he was/is family because my aunt married his son--his wife is still amazing as ever, just like him. They were the dynamic duo--always made you feel right at home.
10. Been depressed: Hasn't everyone?
11. Cried over something stupid: I'm sure I have.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS [/shoots you/]
12: Marigold.
13: Green.
14: Blue.
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend: Yes, indeedee!
16. Fallen out of love: Nope.
17. Laughed until you cried: Of COURSE!
18. Met someone who changed you: Nah.
19. Found out who your true friends were: I usually know within the first week how "true" someone is...
20. Found out someone was talking about you: No?
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: NUPE!
YOUR LIFE.
22.How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: All of them, so far. Unless you count Devi, and Lastmoon... Over there, I don't really KNOW too many... But on FB, where all my information is broadcasted, all, definitely.
23. How many kids do you want: Two to start with?
24. Do you have any pets: Not at this junction.
25. Do you want to change your name: Yes.
26. What did you do for your last Birthday: Nothing special? I watched movies, slept, ate cake...
27. What time did you wake up today: 3:00am. Well, 2-ish, but I kept hitting the snooze button...
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Dreaming.
29. Name something you cannot wait for: Everlasting peace. XD
30. Last time you saw your mother: Ah... An hour ago?
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My brain/heart/whatever decides I should think what I do? I'd be more understanding, and contribute more. There would also be no potential for harming anyone.
32. What are you listening to right now: My sister hiccuping through my closed door waaay out in the living room.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes. More than one at the same time, too. Way to go, Summer Camp! CAMP SPAULDING!
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: Me. But I also was woken up while I was in deep sleep, so I'm a bit cranky/disagreeable anyways.
35. Most visited webpage: Deviantart, no doubt.
36. Whats your real name: Uh... my real name? Do you refer to what I am called on paper? The name associated with my social security number/identity? Or do you mean the name I feel deep inside me like some magical thing?
37. Nicknames: Yawn.
38. Relationship Status: Single, thank fudgecake.
39. Zodiac sign: Aquarius.
40. Male or female: Female. In both gender and sex, though I couldn't give two bits about what you use on me (z. B. dude, man, yo...)
41. Primary school: Nope.
42. Secondary School: Nope.
43. High school/college: Nope.
44. Write w/e you want here: Okay.
45. Long or short: Long or short what? Fingers? Toes? Legs? Ambitions? Words? Phrases/poems? WHAT, PERSON, WHAT?!?!
46. Height: Already did this. It's in a previous journal. I'll be evil and make people go look there if they want to know.
47. Do you have a crush on someone: What constitutes as a "crush"? I just love, I think. I don't crush or get into any puppy love/star struck relationships.
48. What do you like about yourself: Probably my eyes.
49. Piercings: None. Oh, wait, I got my ears pierced, but I'm pretty sure they closed.
50. Tattoos: None, but I might like to get one. Just for the heck of it.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty. No, no, I only like taking lefts. >.> XD
FIRSTS:
52. First surgery:
53. First piercing:
54. First best friend:
55. First sport you joined:
56. First vacation:
58. First pair of trainers:
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Just finished a BBQ sandwich-contraption-thing. It had more greens than meat... so...
60. Drinking: Milk.
61. I'm about to: Fall asleep or ridicule myself.
62. Listening to: Didn't we already go through this?
63. Waiting for: My head to clear.
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids: They'd be cool, but also not necessary.
65. Get married: It'd be nice, but not necessary.
66. Career: Librarian. And a cartoonist.
WARNING: I will now get sloppy.
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs, arguably.
69. Shorter or taller: I don't know!
70. Older or Younger: I don't understand?
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: No idea!
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Wuuuut?
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: Not that I know of.
77. Drank hard liquor: Nope.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Sunglasses, yes.
79. Kissed someone you're not dating: Nope.
80. Broken someone's heart: Not that I know of...?
82. Been arrested: No.
83. Turned someone down: Yes.
84. Cried when someone died: Not yet...
85. Fallen for a friend: Chantel, why you gotta be like dis? I KNUW YEW want me to get with Zach, but not in this lifetime, alright?
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Every so often.
87. Miracles: Yeah.
88. Love at first sight: Sure.
89. Heaven: Not really.
90. Santa Clause: No, but it's a nice idea.
91. Kiss on the first date: I don't really care?
92. Angels: Yep. Dogs. Animals. Etc.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: (Oh, what an ominous beginning!)
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope.
95. Did you sing today: Yep.
96. Ever cheated on somebody: Nope.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: To dinosaur times, but with protection and gear.
98. The moment you would choose: What?
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Perhaps?
100: do you like the way you look: Yeah, I guess.
1. Last hug: Mom, this morning. (Probably be yesterday by the time I finish this.)
2. Last phone call: Grandfather, a short while ago.
3. Last text message: Oh fudgecake, I don't remember... Deacon's, methinks.
4. Last song you heard: "Let it Grow" - The Lorax *EDIT* WAIT! I lied! I think it was something else... my sister was listening to it, and I walked by... can't remember what it WAS!
5. Last time you cried: Oh, this afternoon! Okay, so it wasn't a serious OMGYAWDIHATEMYSELFISHOULDDIE kind of cry, but I was reading a really good book... and it was so beautiful... It was poetry. Perfection! TwT Me love, me mui gusta.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Yeah; day after day? If you only go on one date, sheesh, you must really dislike that other person/he or she or any variation(s) thereupon must have been pretty lousy!
7. Been cheated on: Nope. Well, I might have been, in 3rd grade, but it's not like we actually knew what we were doing. XD It was comical, really. We gave each other rubber fish (I think I gave him a fake coin--like play money that came with toy cash registers). That signified the deep and ever-encompassing bond we shared.
8. Kissed someone and regretted it: Nope.
9. Lost someone special: Yeah. He's not even directly related to me or anything; but he was/is family because my aunt married his son--his wife is still amazing as ever, just like him. They were the dynamic duo--always made you feel right at home.
10. Been depressed: Hasn't everyone?
11. Cried over something stupid: I'm sure I have.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS [/shoots you/]
12: Marigold.
13: Green.
14: Blue.
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend: Yes, indeedee!
16. Fallen out of love: Nope.
17. Laughed until you cried: Of COURSE!
18. Met someone who changed you: Nah.
19. Found out who your true friends were: I usually know within the first week how "true" someone is...
20. Found out someone was talking about you: No?
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: NUPE!
YOUR LIFE.
22.How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: All of them, so far. Unless you count Devi, and Lastmoon... Over there, I don't really KNOW too many... But on FB, where all my information is broadcasted, all, definitely.
23. How many kids do you want: Two to start with?
24. Do you have any pets: Not at this junction.
25. Do you want to change your name: Yes.
26. What did you do for your last Birthday: Nothing special? I watched movies, slept, ate cake...
27. What time did you wake up today: 3:00am. Well, 2-ish, but I kept hitting the snooze button...
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Dreaming.
29. Name something you cannot wait for: Everlasting peace. XD
30. Last time you saw your mother: Ah... An hour ago?
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My brain/heart/whatever decides I should think what I do? I'd be more understanding, and contribute more. There would also be no potential for harming anyone.
32. What are you listening to right now: My sister hiccuping through my closed door waaay out in the living room.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes. More than one at the same time, too. Way to go, Summer Camp! CAMP SPAULDING!
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: Me. But I also was woken up while I was in deep sleep, so I'm a bit cranky/disagreeable anyways.
35. Most visited webpage: Deviantart, no doubt.
36. Whats your real name: Uh... my real name? Do you refer to what I am called on paper? The name associated with my social security number/identity? Or do you mean the name I feel deep inside me like some magical thing?
37. Nicknames: Yawn.
38. Relationship Status: Single, thank fudgecake.
39. Zodiac sign: Aquarius.
40. Male or female: Female. In both gender and sex, though I couldn't give two bits about what you use on me (z. B. dude, man, yo...)
41. Primary school: Nope.
42. Secondary School: Nope.
43. High school/college: Nope.
44. Write w/e you want here: Okay.
45. Long or short: Long or short what? Fingers? Toes? Legs? Ambitions? Words? Phrases/poems? WHAT, PERSON, WHAT?!?!
46. Height: Already did this. It's in a previous journal. I'll be evil and make people go look there if they want to know.
47. Do you have a crush on someone: What constitutes as a "crush"? I just love, I think. I don't crush or get into any puppy love/star struck relationships.
48. What do you like about yourself: Probably my eyes.
49. Piercings: None. Oh, wait, I got my ears pierced, but I'm pretty sure they closed.
50. Tattoos: None, but I might like to get one. Just for the heck of it.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty. No, no, I only like taking lefts. >.> XD
FIRSTS:
53. First piercing:
54. First best friend:
55. First sport you joined:
56. First vacation:
58. First pair of trainers:
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Just finished a BBQ sandwich-contraption-thing. It had more greens than meat... so...
60. Drinking: Milk.
61. I'm about to: Fall asleep or ridicule myself.
62. Listening to: Didn't we already go through this?
63. Waiting for: My head to clear.
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids: They'd be cool, but also not necessary.
65. Get married: It'd be nice, but not necessary.
66. Career: Librarian. And a cartoonist.
WARNING: I will now get sloppy.
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs, arguably.
69. Shorter or taller: I don't know!
70. Older or Younger: I don't understand?
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: No idea!
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Wuuuut?
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: Not that I know of.
77. Drank hard liquor: Nope.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Sunglasses, yes.
79. Kissed someone you're not dating: Nope.
80. Broken someone's heart: Not that I know of...?
82. Been arrested: No.
83. Turned someone down: Yes.
84. Cried when someone died: Not yet...
85. Fallen for a friend: Chantel, why you gotta be like dis? I KNUW YEW want me to get with Zach, but not in this lifetime, alright?
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Every so often.
87. Miracles: Yeah.
88. Love at first sight: Sure.
89. Heaven: Not really.
90. Santa Clause: No, but it's a nice idea.
91. Kiss on the first date: I don't really care?
92. Angels: Yep. Dogs. Animals. Etc.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: (Oh, what an ominous beginning!)
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope.
95. Did you sing today: Yep.
96. Ever cheated on somebody: Nope.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: To dinosaur times, but with protection and gear.
98. The moment you would choose: What?
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Perhaps?
100: do you like the way you look: Yeah, I guess.
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It's really freeing, you know? I feel loads better. I even feel like pursuing some old dreams. :3 Yaaaaaaaay!
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Devious Journal Entry
I've been having some self-acceptance issues. I ascribe it to hormones, mostly, but it's beginning to affect how I interact with others, so I'm going to answer some self-awareness questions, and create a program for myself to get back on track! I've already tried the whole diet change--believe me, it only makes things worse. XD I WANT MY MEAT. GIVE. ME. MY. MEAT!
Before I go into it, I wrote this years ago (I use it so often it has become trite, I'm sure), and I think it applies:
For every scream that goes unheard,
For every heart that shatters,
I shed a tear for fellow Man,
From here on ever after.
s e l f . a w a r e n e s s . q u e s
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